( lyrics )

Borrowed from maddeningshroud, who got it from yunikoneko.
Write fifteen statements.
Intended for different people.
Not all to friends.
Never tell which one is to whom.

( 15... 14... )

I have one month to clean myself up, starting right now.

- I won't be doing anything... ungentlemanly in private.
- I won't be drinking pop.
- I won't be eating meat more than once a week. (for... different reasons)
- I won't be eating a carb heavy diet. Matter of fact, I'd prefer a carb-light one.
- I won't be eating a high calorie diet.
- I will be working out again, to strengthen my back. (as I frequently come very close to straining it on my serve)
- I won't be choosing my clothes lazily any more.
- I will be playing more tennis.
- I will be writing again.
- I won't be angry.
- I will be more adamant in my defense of myself.
- I won't be a jerk.

( Oh, look! Movies! )

I think I'm going to do a review of Survive Style 5+... I mean, it's really just a cool movie, and I've read enough reviews to have the proper words to describe it.

My god, I am addicted to making these bases. It's just so easy!! Then again, it might have something to do with my selection of movies saved on my computer... oh, well. Coming out with another set tomorrow, a good third of the photos from it from a really sweet japanese movie called 'Survive Style 5+,' about 5 groups of people, who all are at a turning point in their life, and how the different lines intertwine.

The first is a man who kills his wife, but to his chagrin she continually returns from the dead with increasingly deadly abilities and the desire to kill him.

The second is a group of friends who spend their time robbing houses, and frequently have scenes of sort-of semi-flirtation between two of them.

The third is about a killer from london (Vinnie Jones) who seems to care more about what people think of themselves than killing his marks.

The fourth is about the family of someone who was hypnotized to believe he is a bird, and the hypnotist is killed by number three before he can undo the hypnotism.

The fifth (not in that order) is a woman who works for an ad agency, but constantly comes up with really stupid commercial ideas.

Anyone who is really curious about how the story goes on, and can't get the movie off the web (bittorrent is your friend), I'd be glad to give you a few spoiolers.

( What? Another so soon? )

Yes, it's true. This one was made in under three hours. The last one took about... 4 total, though it was sitting in my folder untouched for months. I am my own icon-hero. I hope you like the last one, Katie & Kim. For the rest of you, have fun making fun on my lameness.

( User Image Bases )

I made this! It's 49 images, I want to make another one too! Most of them are, admittedly, of Japanese Pop Sensation (tm) Gackt Camui. About half. The rest are from anime or of me and my friends. Anyone curious about who's on there, ask me! I'll tell you! And if you want to be on the next one, select a few photos and send them to me. Tubgirls will not be accepted.

I'll tell you all a secret. I'm thinking of getting a haircut again! But, before you go all No, Nathan! Your hair will take so long to grow out again! However, I just meant the back. I have a few intentions of shortnesses. I was thinking of just having the back part shaven, or if not then just cut quite short, then fading the centre and top, to my bangs and sideburns being mostly uncut. Though, I'm not sure how that'd work out. I want to grow it out-- actually quite a bit longer than it is-- but I don't want it to be uneven like it is, for the most part. I'm not sure.

I am thinking of getting into tennis a bit more seriously, perhaps entering a few tournaments this summer and during school, before the season begins. Not much hope of winning, but I'm hoping to get better for the next season, a real priority for me.

The only kind of liquid courage comes not in a bottle, but someplace closer to home. To use it as a defense mechanism is a disgrace; use your mind's courage, not your cock's. And that's all I have to say on the matter.

Tennis ends tuesday. That means that I can finally go home after school and veg out, and talk to Andrea and Peter, and resubscribe to World of Warcraft, and maybe even start talking to Morilain and if I'm lucky, Losty again. I would like that. But I need my money. God damn, I have too much to think about...

I realised that I am afraid today. The world weeps in my absense, and shouts upon my arrival. And that's on a good day. Cryptic words do not a wise man make.

You know, I like Film Noir stuff. I started out being a Bogey fan, then I saw Chinatown and realised that it wasn't Humphrey I liked, it was The Maltese Falcon.

Black & White, harsh colors, and direct quotes. Hence my new-new icon.

And I figured out how to do math. Whee.